purplepiller

a purplepiller means (a) you are sort of aware of that staying on the grid of modern society is a dystopian matrix-like experience but you've not yet resolved how to overcome it, or (b) you are on the fence with regard to redpilled i.e. manosphere ideals, and bluepilled, i.e. western socialist/liberalism ideals.

When truths and lies are mixed together, and you can't tell which is which.

Also when reality and unreality are not easy to distinguish, due to you taking a shit ton of hallucinogens, or just having a complete psychotic breakdown.